I'm Lisa and I'm twenty one. Some of you probably know me as Sionnach (and please still call me that because it's kind of like my name now anyway) but I'm putting my real name on here as I try to be more open about my health - not just to Tumblr but eventually (hopefully) to my friends and family. Letting you know my real name and not hiding behind a pseudonym is the first step out of many.

I have suffered from depression and anxiety disorders for years although only recently have I actually got round to seeking help. I am now on 40mg of Citalopram and am starting CBT in September to hopefully try and get my life back on track.

Things are getting better, but slowly and occasionally we go backwards. But I guess that's what life is like anyway so hey ho :)

 

I guess this is where I’m really lucky, because I DO have friends, and they’re the best I could have ever wished for. They might not know exactly what’s going on in my life but they’re supportive all the same and we all care for and look after each other. I love them to bits. 

I guess this is where I’m really lucky, because I DO have friends, and they’re the best I could have ever wished for. They might not know exactly what’s going on in my life but they’re supportive all the same and we all care for and look after each other. I love them to bits. 

(Source: emaciated-ghost)

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